-Memoirs of Me-

Updating Life Stage - Half Ways to Maturity Date

Huah...Life just like i expected never been too easy for me. Sounds so hopeless..?? Then  i am not. Just need a couple breathe to send away all these uncomfort feeling.

Being placed in a completely new sorrounding...hum...feel just so awkward sometimes. Meet different persons again in life. Try to detect the life personality or even traits that they are all up to, one by one every day. Gee..wasnt easy at all and seriously there's no fun ! But then who says that life easy somehow? Just imagine how adorable life can be. Meet smart people who work hard-like 101 %-in everything that they have..god..the tensions must have been real hard...but see the good point that i need to work my pace real fast to catch them up. Owh...i know life, work or whatsoever it can be called- is not a racing thing. But got a bottom line in here...i can always look far beyond that every adult have their own responsibilities and have to fulfill all up in a real good way.

It becomes more complicated with mount of tasks in que of me-within a month- already being sent to me. See..life much more complicated than ever !! Do this..do that..do something that not even on the agenda is on the que also. So Hard to say..but this is real life. Which means by tolerance..full of tolerance, i have to do it full of responsiblity even sommetimes i guess i just cant afford it. I try my best..real do my best..even sometimes realising a bit pushing myself too hard on it...but somehow it's about learning stages that must be passed by me.

Updating my life stage...will it be the way? guess so, I do believe in God and surely...i do believe in destiny. Starting new things but still bringing lots of unsettled things in the past but...that's just me. Just go and move on !! I am 26 by now..and i am on my half ways to my maturity date. Even on the verge of breaking down...still have to stand and walk with all strengths that i have. Still got tons of tasks and things to be done in advance. Once again life wont be easy at all. But "sometimes you need to feel the bad to see the good and that's the things you do".

"never been so stupid like this bfore..."

Whew...directly almost being hit by a blazzin thunder. Luckily...with full of concious...run so faraway than i can ever reach. I know..it's not even on the agenda. It's past..history..!!! But why should it coming up again ? Hum...no more running. To be or not to be..

-Sunseters-

wish that we can go out to the moon and spend our whole weekend there. make our own party and play our song all the time. sleep till we cant close our eyes again. eat till this stomach feels so full. drink till we get drunk. take a pic of us with any style that we want. laugh till other creatures feel so annoyed by us. shop till we drop-which i dont know who will sell somethin'. lay under the outerspace sky and chit chat about whatsoever. well...dont know how or why that this dream will come true. but still even only in earth...i would love to do that.

Love comforteth like sunshine after rain.

              - William Shakespeare -

10 Things I Hate About You

                    I hate the way you talk to me
                    And the way you cut your hair.
                    I hate the way you drive my car.
                    I hate it when you stare.
                    I hate your big dumb combat boots
                    And the way you read my mind.
                    I hate you so much it makes me sick.
                    It even makes me rhyme.
                    I hate it...
                    I hate the way you're always right.
                    I hate it when you lie.
                    I hate it when you make me laugh;
                    Even worse when you make me cry.
                    I hate it when you're not around
                    And the fact that you didn't call,
                    But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you;
                    Not even close;
                    Not even a little bit;
                    Not even at all.